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Bored~Nothing to do...But I see that my friends updated their blog so I felt like I also need to blog. Lol. Tmr last day of school thn holiday (TGIF) BUT next week wed,thurs and fri need to come back sch to finish doing our artefact.Headache sia!My rod suppose to be 2mm thick but thn i go write 20mm thick! Like WTF!! The rod that they gave me right,super thick eh! I feel like if i hit you with that thing,you'll see stars :P My heart was beating so fucking fast eh whn i take a look at my given rod.Plus idk which piece goes where??Is it the sides?Base?Front?Behind?Ugh! So frustrating!AND me and priya ordered the what 'C' handle,nuts and screws,etc.It didn't came. Panick sia!I feel like committing suicide is the best choice right now but NO. Control~ ...I'm like..



Got sick..Having flu and cough! Ugh!Hopefully will get better by next week. Tmr got 'use your hand ' campaign means we need to scrub our table to clean it -.- Is that necessary????? So troublesome seh. Kk lah. Wish me luck for DNT and pray for me that i get well soon k? Byeeee <3

Annyeong~

Annyeong readers :D It's been a while since I've updated my blog. Well actually I'm still super lazy to blog but Priya keep asking me why I never blog so...yeah.Nothing much to blog about actually.Just that next week June holiday!! :D But Wed,Thurs, and Fri needa come back to school for the DNT coursework thing.I can only attend Wed and Thurs coz Fri onwards I going oversea (Malaysia only~) Haish but i really wanna go and finish my coursework quickly so no need panic when school reopen.




Anyways,Jo and I planned to take Neoprint coz we go to alot of outings but not once take Neoprint..But we're not gonna go CWP coz too many times alr go there.I wanna go swimming but have to buy swimming suit first. Idk lah. But everytime we say we wanna go outings,we end up going out once for the whole month lol!

How?Nothing to write about...Urhmmm did everyone get good grades for MYE?Ohh are you going anywhere during the school holidays?I'm going to Terengganu during my June holidays.But cannot slack for one whole month alr coz N-levels coming soooooon~ Sigh. My friend said friends aren't important but studies are.Friends can be made anytime. She so independent lor! Her grades are constantly A's! Woah i wonder how she manage sia?!


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That's all for this update :) Will update again some other time :P Hope you enjoy your holidays that is soon to come :) Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3

MYE Results

So far my results have been very disappointing :( Failed my maths,chem and bio.Only passed my Eng..Very sad sia.All my friends smiled when they get their results.As for me.....Sigh.



I doubt that my dad is gonna let it go this time..N-levels this year.Must work hard.I dont know how my friends did it but i sure as hell do know that i aint doin so well.No matter how angry,sad,frustrated or depressed i am,must study and pass N-levels.I have to think that once i work my butt off in sec sch,i can no longer need to study so hard.Just have lots of assignments and projects.Okay.A start of a new chapter for me...

Warning!

Warning!The next post is a rant about my life.If you don't like reading ranting stuff,I suggest you click away from this website or skip to the next post.Thank you.And if you choose to continue on reading,Enjoy :)

All about my sad life.

I hate my life! Ugh Its like not even for a moment that i dont have to think about different sorts of problems like school,friends,family,relative problems,etc.Dreaming that i have a perfect life is what i have encountered so many times. Like go to my dreamed school with nice teachers.Never got scolded but loved.Having a loving,normal and understanding parents.Friends who doesn't back stabs you,who will always be there for you during the ups and even the downs.Sigh.On the bright side,im not the only one who have problems?But i envy those who have perfect mothers.Okay i've gotten this lecture many times about she's my mother who gave birth to me,she had to go through all the pain just for having me.But now,I've become more like a maid or a nanny.I wash my own clothes and iron them,i clean,i washed dishes,etc.More than 1 occasion when i was little,I was helpless right since i was little.My 'mum' would always yell at me in the public for ridiculous reasons.For example,i was at Mc.Saw my friend buying ice-cream.So i wanted it as well.I asked my mum and......she yelled.I couldn't remember exactly what she said but what i know is,i cried.It was awful.But now i can at least defend myself in some ways.I pity my dad.The only reason why they nvr split up was that they had me.So...yeah.Don't get me started on school.Finding friends was a major problem.I was a shy girl. So starting a small chat is difficult.I would always observe a person first.I would definitely have a first impression of someone.Example,My first impression of Joan was.....MINAH! Hahaha.I was somehow true though. And if joan is reading the right now,"JO!DONT BE MAD OKIE?" :P There isn't any person who i don't feel hate towards them before.Seriously.I'm a very sensitive person.Whatever you say,i WILL take it to the heart even though i seem fine and still smiled even after you "offend" me..?I hate it when i talking and someone will suddenly say,"OKAY!" or "WHATEVER" in a rude tone..?Yeah.That happened today...Today my mood is




Plus today i am sooooo lucky that my most hated cher came in for my P.E lesson.Ugh fucking hate my life!But must not give in to my mood condition.Having exams and i really dont want to care of friendship problems or family problems.Which unfortunately happens frequently in my life.Stay calm and focus on revision and studying.Exams comes first.


Okay!Let's now be happy :D Ate McDonald's today with Jo. Freaking full.But it's been hours so i'm hungry again :P Baegopa yeo! Looking at my hamster right now and his so cute! >.< He is soooo effin fat lor.He eat so much leh haish.See what i did?If you're unhappy,think of something that makes you happy maybe like food or pets? :) Hope you had a lovely day readers :) Byeee

Exams!

Sigh.Mid year exam came and it sucks!!It will mean stress,pure pressure and no relaxing!I can't believe Joan said she likes exams?! Her reason was because that will mean holiday is coming.SO?! I mean after exam also will have more problem what.Like dealing with report books and grades.If its bad then have to deal with parents nagging.Then even if its holiday,you'll confirm somehow be punished like maybe grounded and cannot go anywhere or no computer or confiscation of electronic devices,etc. It really sucks! Sigh.

I envy people like Joan.Never study,say during exam sometime write crap also can pass.I really don't believe it.I think she is just lucky that what she read until got come out during exam.Or she got really study lor. Sigh! I hate exams.In addition,this N-levels leh. Pressure increased by 10 times!





But anyways I want to wish everyone all the best for their exams! Oh and since its exam time,I will update lesser as I would probably be too tired and lazy to update.Don't miss me k :P  Jk. Byeeee <3