All about my sad life.

I hate my life! Ugh Its like not even for a moment that i dont have to think about different sorts of problems like school,friends,family,relative problems,etc.Dreaming that i have a perfect life is what i have encountered so many times. Like go to my dreamed school with nice teachers.Never got scolded but loved.Having a loving,normal and understanding parents.Friends who doesn't back stabs you,who will always be there for you during the ups and even the downs.Sigh.On the bright side,im not the only one who have problems?But i envy those who have perfect mothers.Okay i've gotten this lecture many times about she's my mother who gave birth to me,she had to go through all the pain just for having me.But now,I've become more like a maid or a nanny.I wash my own clothes and iron them,i clean,i washed dishes,etc.More than 1 occasion when i was little,I was helpless right since i was little.My 'mum' would always yell at me in the public for ridiculous reasons.For example,i was at Mc.Saw my friend buying ice-cream.So i wanted it as well.I asked my mum and......she yelled.I couldn't remember exactly what she said but what i know is,i cried.It was awful.But now i can at least defend myself in some ways.I pity my dad.The only reason why they nvr split up was that they had me.So...yeah.Don't get me started on school.Finding friends was a major problem.I was a shy girl. So starting a small chat is difficult.I would always observe a person first.I would definitely have a first impression of someone.Example,My first impression of Joan was.....MINAH! Hahaha.I was somehow true though. And if joan is reading the right now,"JO!DONT BE MAD OKIE?" :P There isn't any person who i don't feel hate towards them before.Seriously.I'm a very sensitive person.Whatever you say,i WILL take it to the heart even though i seem fine and still smiled even after you "offend" me..?I hate it when i talking and someone will suddenly say,"OKAY!" or "WHATEVER" in a rude tone..?Yeah.That happened today...Today my mood is




Plus today i am sooooo lucky that my most hated cher came in for my P.E lesson.Ugh fucking hate my life!But must not give in to my mood condition.Having exams and i really dont want to care of friendship problems or family problems.Which unfortunately happens frequently in my life.Stay calm and focus on revision and studying.Exams comes first.


Okay!Let's now be happy :D Ate McDonald's today with Jo. Freaking full.But it's been hours so i'm hungry again :P Baegopa yeo! Looking at my hamster right now and his so cute! >.< He is soooo effin fat lor.He eat so much leh haish.See what i did?If you're unhappy,think of something that makes you happy maybe like food or pets? :) Hope you had a lovely day readers :) Byeee